彼女は学校で誰とも話さなくなった
父親はいない
ネットカルト教団の美しい娘
彼女は教団の本と数学書を愛読する
変人娘
家では母に罵詈雑言と暴力
彼女たちの神はどこにいるのか
わからない
母殺しの竜を彼女は
学校の壁に描いた
問題は私が彼女を好きである
ということだった
教理問答はデタラメ
彼女はどうしてこういうことを
信じられるのか
彼女の心は絵画と宗教、美と罪のことでいっぱい
男たちは美しい彼女に近づくが
カルト信仰に身を捧げる彼女の
神々しい禍々しさに気付くと
一目散に逃げ出した
彼女は母親に支配されている
竜殺しは彼女の無意識
彼女は絵を描くのを止めさせられた
ある日彼女のカルト教会が
火事で燃えた
パソコンもサーバも燃えた
テクノオタクの元信者による放火で
彼も彼女に恋していた
「彼女を教団幹部たちの魔手から
救う為に、私は彼女の騎士となった」
と、狂気の青年は静かに
語った
彼女の名前は摩耶
青年を狂気の放火魔にするほど
彼女は確かにこの世ならざる美しさだった
燃え落ちるカルト教会を彼女は
近くで見ていた
サーバは5分で復旧した
彼女の美貌に目を付けた幹部たちは
彼女を「神の使い」として広告塔に利用しようと
考えた
放火魔の恋心が彼女をインターネットの
魔女にする嚆矢だった
神を思い異端なる我流瞑想を続けた結果か
自傷行為を覚えた彼女に
奇妙な神通力が芽生え始めていた
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She stopped talking to anyone at school
Her father is gone
Beautiful daughter of an internet cult
She loves to read cult books and math books
She is an eccentric daughter
At home she is abusive and violent to her mother
I don’t know where their God is
She painted the dragon that killed mother
on the wall at school
The problem was that I liked her
The doctrinal questions are bullshit
I don’t know how she could believe
these things?
Her mind is full of paintings and religion, beauty and sin
Men would approach her, beautiful as she was,
but they would flee as soon as
they realized the divine misery of her devotion to a cult
She is ruled by her mother
The dragon slayer is her unconscious
She was forced to stop painting
One day her cult church
Burned in a fire
The computers and servers burned
Arson by a techno-geek ex-believer
He had a crush on her, too
“I became her knight to save her from the clutches of the cult leaders.”
the crazy young man said quietly
Her name was Maya
She was indeed an unworldly beauty,
enough to make a young man a mad arsonist
She watched the burning cult church
watched from nearby
The servers were back up in five minutes
The leadership took note of her beauty
They wanted to use her as a “messenger of God” on their billboards
The arsonist’s love for her was
the pioneer that would make her an Internet witch
Was this the result of her heretical self-meditation with God in mind?
She had learned to self-mutilate and
was beginning to develop a strange divine power